I can’t help but to feel so inggit [envious] to what I read on blogs of Filipinos who are in abroad. They’ll be experiencing White Christmas and the fact that they’ll be there for good.

Sometimes I want to regret and blame my low self-esteem me. If not because of that, I may have experience going to America. Yeah, I have my passport and everything. All I need is of course the visa. We went for an interview when I was still in Grade 1 where in going to States means visiting the famous Disney Land. :)) They denied us a visa for a reason I almost forgot. All I know is that it is so mababaw.

My tito and even my tita convinced me to go for an interview again alone. But I’m afraid :)) So there, until now my old passport is still with me- I never let it get updated. But still I believe someday I’ll be able to use it and fill it with lots of stamps! Hee hee.

Anyway. My tito called last Dec. 18 and guess what he said, after I took the NLE, I’ll take NCLEX and he’ll help me go to States! As early as now, I am really praying to God to shower me enough knowledge for me to pass those examinations for our future lies there. I still believe in Law of Attraction and positivism… so I know I’ll reach America soon! 

(Source: dianereyes)